hey peeps.~!

so sorry, so long nber blog liaos. ..
uncountable things had happened.
wanns to noe.? hahas xpxp
i've a [loving?] bf, stilwell ong
now he is inside boy home, can't
wait to see him. last week is his
b'day, on 11 sep. :) our story
start on 20 june till now.? will
our story end.? how will we end.?
wonder, i've been wondering. ..
no answers no ones tell me the
answer. :( all i haop is he is safe,
happy. :) will he forget me.? will
he leave me.? no ones noe.
hope everythings will be fine, as usual.

i've finished half of my n lvl subjects,
now i only left math, history &&
combined sci. :) i've handed up a
blank script for english, as for the rest
of the papers hope i can do well in it. x))
holidays for me start on 5 oct.? YEAHHS.~!
hahas x))

sians, found a new job through yaohui.
*will be continue when reach home.

soon. ..

i ducnhhs noe wadds have happened.
i just wanns to be alone w/o you
him, her. a beer pls.! lols. no beer now.
.. i have no right to love to be love
anymore. i wanns back my life. my life.
ans me whr i went wrong again.? my
fault all my fucking fault. .. hated.!`
just leave me alone, i need no ones.
thinking, wondering but still no conclusion
. .. lols. death is not my only solution
i tell myself. i'm sorry, i'm a liar.
liar liar liar liar liar. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

fuck off.!~ ARGH.!~ .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

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so long ago;

hiies. :)
how everyone.?!
quite long nber blog liaos,
so here i'm to update. :))

alots of things happened.
firstly, my b'day.
secondly, police case.
thirdly, lewis; xiao ling & hua yi.
lastly, the break up.

hahas x)) i celebrated my b'day
for4 days.? on friday dey came to
my work place & celebrate wibbs me.
drinking again. .. in dders end, whr
i end up.? GENERAL CHANGI
HOSPTAL lorhhs, asthma attack.!~
on dders sat went out wibbs wei wei
to cine eat, taka collect my watch,
amk meet shevon. ddens went to find
my bf. din went home for that particular
night, dad din call suprisingly. :)
ddens went to meet jiejie, lana, von . ..
to eat steamboat at marine south. :)
a sk jewellery necklace, a bright color
bikini & micky mouse hp pouch. ..
A VERY HAPPY B'DAY.!~~

haish,, very fan. .. asked lewis come down
drink, din wanns to pick up his call. .. in
dders end he came down & find me. too
drunk end up in his room, dunchhs worry
we nber do anythings.!~ :) papa keep
bombing my hp. LOLS. dunchhs noe wadds
dders fark, end up in police stn.

monday went down to waiting bar, drink.
.. dunchhs now wadds the fark.? ducnhhs
wish to mentions. :( lols. STUPID lewis,
will nber ask him out to drink anymore.

my bf have became my ex-bf, that all.


ltr still need to work, signing off soon.
BTW BLOG IS NOT DEAD.!~ lols.
will update soon.~
tml.? sun.? or next mth.?
who noes.? hahas :D

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i'm LOST.!~

hihi x)) so much things have happened. ..
my jiejie, all my jiejie.!~ iLOVEyou all.!!
so long nber update liaos. .. now i got a
bf, name STILWELL ONG KEAT PIN a.k.a
xiao x.! hahas x)) 2o june e <33 date.
sch reopening soon,, sians. dhat day went
zouk wibbs belinda jiejie,, sians. too many
ppl liaos, no fun at all. dhat day ron & dave
b'day we went to k-box at amk. i admit
ron is attractive but. .. shevon you noe
right.? hahas x)) will update soon. =))

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UPDATE.!~

hey hey hey.!~ =)) i'm back.!~
workingg lurhhs. .. so no update.
hahas x)) sentosa today again.! fun.
ouchh.* tio head shot.! PAIN.
changed my phone too.! 628o.!
yeappi. x)) muhahahahahahahahas.
kinda dders bored past few days.
went drinking wibbs lewis. ..
shit.!~ everybody is complaining
my skin color.! i simply
love sentosa ddens anythings. =))
soon, i'll be going thr alone, enjoy
dders breeze.!~ hahas x))
well update soon.!~

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CUT MY HAIR.? omg. :D

wadds dders fuck.? i din slp from o3 june 1o.oo pm till
now. where is already o5 june 2.23 am. & i nber eat
anythings lorhhs. wanns to be a deity lerhhs. :DD
hahas x))
o4 june went to jb wibbs jiejie & von.! so happy.!!~
hahas x)) trim my eyesbrown, cut hair (short) , brought
ciggs & hair dye for slyvester. went in ard 2 plus & by
8 plus we are back in s'pore. lolsed.
finally jiejie brought her couple ring. lols. went to 183a
to witness jiejie cut fridge & reborn fridge. von do high-
light. ddens went back to chup lao eat. =))
& ddens home sweet home.!~
iLOVEmyhair.!~
a note to everyone.* i jush cut my hair & not jush
come out from remand or girl home.!~ pls.

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TAROT CARD. #

You are The High Priestess

Science, Wisdom, Knowledge, Education.

The High Priestess is the card of knowledge, instinctual, supernatural, secret knowledge. She holds scrolls of arcane information that she might, or might not reveal to you. The moon crown on her head as well as the crescent by her foot indicates her willingness to illuminate what you otherwise might not see, reveal the secrets you need to know. The High Priestess is also associated with the moon however and can also indicate change or fluxuation, particularily when it comes to your moods.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

hahas x)) know me more.?

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wadds else can i say.?

sorry ppl. i got everythings wrong,, thr no more
hope for me & him anymore. i seem to be
stupid waiting for him to grab me in his arm
& promise me that in his whole life he only love me.
hmmp,, i must be dreaming.! he is not going to
do anythings for me anymore, he say his heart is
dead & so is mine. .. i'll stop dreaming abt me & him,
pointless.~ hey ppl.!! i'll live my life again.!~
he told me my zodia say dhis;

When she is in love, she will act both ways. First, Shy and polite
trembling to be near you. Second, Attach to you like glue and trying
to be with you all the times. She will try to go home with you
after work, or have every lunch with you. It is O.K. if you like her
too, but if is is not the case, you will feel very uncomfortable.
She hates to be talked about or gossiped by someone else. If she
knows she will be very hurt. In nature she is a shy type, except
she has been influenced by some other Zodiac. She is not a brave
or daring type, so if you like her then you better be the one who
start first. She will not accept her true feeling, so if you like here
you better tell her first. She is like a musical note always change in
tunes, so one minute she can be funny and cheerful, and one minute
she can be sad and depress. Other people may think of her as "Over-acting"
or "Over-reacting". When she is depress, she will go out and look
for things to make it up. She loves money, and thinks of having "Money"
as "happy", not as "God". She will not look down at you if you do not
have a lot of money, but she will help you make money, save money.
She is not an extravagant person and sometimes will tell you not to buy
her expensive and not useful gift. She is the type who enjoy a long
and quiet walk. Cancer woman also influenced by the "moon", so under
the moon light she will be fascinating woman. She has a constant fear
for many things. She fear of not being smart enough, not pretty enough.
Even if she is not fat, she will not be satisfy. Assuring her of her look
would help, because she can change mood 4 times a day. The best part
of her is that she will sacrifice everything for her love one with no limit.
Don't leave her in times of troubles, she will never forget it. She is not
a weak type, even she looks like one, Example if you argue with her,
she might cry her heart out. Once you left, she will wipe her
tears and start clean up her apartment normally. She is a very careful
mother and will look after her kids every steps of the way. If she is a
mother of your children, you are at ease, but if she is your mother in law,
you are in pain. Not to worry, this type of mother in law will not let her
own daughter being an "Old mate". She could be moody and argue with you
in many little things like many women, but she always wait and want to
take care of you. If you argue with her and disappear a few days, she
will be waiting for you, but not for long okay. This kind of testing is risky,
try not to do it.

The Cancer woman need 2 things to be happy which are "Work" and "Love".
She can be live in a dusty house, but she can not live in that same house
with no Love.

99.9% true, is a fact. accept it. yeahhs, i'll. =))

a note to bel* i update liaos, tag me horhhs.!~

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dead.?

tio bann at home.!~ ROT.?
yarhhs, rotting.!` wibbs shevon
norhhs. we watch drama lorhhs.
SIANS. ROTTING AT HOME.!
nth to update.!~

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setosa. =))

will i get sun burn.? dunchhs think so. ..
jiejie lost ler comb & most important RING,
dders ring she & her's boy have dders. ..
ddens i injured my leg,, pain.* lolsed.
sians,, today no shuai ge see.!~ hhahas x))
spent dders whole day at thr liaos. =/
tired, wake up too early lerhhs. haish,,
will get a nice slp tonight. =)) holidays
lurhhs.!~ x)) sians, wed going back take
result, papa comfirm kpkb like hell lorhhs.
jiejie, dunchhs brood over it lerhhs.!
tml is always a better day.!~ dders ring
is different but dders love you & him
had is always dders same.! not like me
even if i can have him back dders feelings
will be so different. .. you understand
wadds i means.? hahas x)) jush rem
to sent me all those pics we take at
sentosa arhhs.!~

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LOVE.?

hies everyone, i was being grounded for one week.!
but. .. i can go sentosa tml ddens pay back one day.
LOLSED. meeting jiejie at 9 in dders morning. ..
early.? hahas x)) yeapps. .. dunchhs really like
afternn sun. ..
he told me dhis;
anyway, how bout we watch pirate of the caribbean
on the 15 of june? it may be the start or the end, just
hope that we can really calm down & talk things out.
.. & no matter wadds happen i promise you you always
still be in my mind & heart. .. its a promise for you only
. ..
hahas x)) how i would love to agree to him immediately
but i jush dunchhs have dders courage to do it. .. i'm
afraid to lose him again. ONCE BITTEN TWICE SHY.!~
baby, i'm really sorry for wadds i had done. ..
我不是每次跌到都可以再爬起来的，
受过伤的心再怎么弥补都还是会痛的。
i still love you. .. ='[

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HOLIDAYS. #

oh shyt.! sorry. past 2 days had been working,
dunchhs really have time to blog. =/
suddenly have the kind of feelings that
dunchhs feel like working. maybe is too
tough.? I MAKE UP EXCUSES FOR EVERYTHINGS.!~
lolsed. tml night fisherman's free flow drink sia.
=)) should be going with jiejie dey all lorhhs.
monday going sentosa,, wibbs my beautiful jie
jie. hahas x)) EXCITED*
wanns save $$ for my hp & .. .. wanns go jb
shopping, manicure, pedicure, eat & smoke.
hahas x)) hope that i won't waste my holidays,
will enjoy to the fullest. =))
will update asap.!~

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M-Y-E RESULTS.

hey ppl.! i fail all my sub. shyt.! here all
my beautiful results;
english pp 1 - 25
english pp 2 - 28/80

chinese pp 1 - 28
chinese pp 2 - 33/60

math pp 1 - 19/60
math pp 2 - 13/40

chem - 15/50
bio - 22/50

hist - 10/50
ss - 9/50

how is it.? a total retard uhs.? yarhhs, right.!
still got one more paper. well, hope that particular
paper will pass.? hahas x)) will study hard dders, i
try. .. LOLs.
finally got my retard sis to change my blogskin.
will try to ask her help me change my friendster
skin too. =)) tml jiejie coming to fetch me from
sch ddens skcc eat, maggi mee, ddens .. ..

as for him, he jio-ing me out this friday or monday
to watch movie. i dunchhs wanns to cry infront of
him. .. thinking still thinking. .. i might or might not
go. .. let the day decide barhhs.

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killing brain's cell. :)

worst to worst.? nope, i love him. i still do.
* HEY PPL.!~ wadds i gonnas say you might not
understand, ddens pls stop reading cause you
might not wanns to kill your brain's cell. :)
i wanns him back but not now. i'm still in
dders blur-ing & depression mood. nber wanns
to try, shit you larhhs.!~ i forget wadds to type
liaos. mother fucker =x sians, remember liaos.
is nber wanns to use haish in my life, cause i'm
still young.!~ =))) LOLS. hahas. you can dunchhs
love me but you can't stop me from loving you.
i'm really tired of study & waddsever shit. anyone
can bring my memories away.? i wanns to forget
everythings. start all over again.? :)

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SINGLE. #

today is sunday. i declare SINGLE. he dunchhs love me,
i can understand. waddsever.!~ he can just let me go lidat
mean he dunchhs love me LOTS.? sometimes, i wonder,
wadds love.? how to live w/o him.? i wonder again.
yarhhs, i wanns him back.!~ really. LAUGHED & CRIED,
yet nth can be done.
reshh & roy my loved darling.!~ thk for standing by my side.!~
i now i've my sisters, darling & ppl who love me is
always thr for me.! i just can't live w/o them.!~
hahas x)) ytd, nash b'day, all went to my work place
to celebrate. ddens went party world to PARTY-ingg.!~
:)) macallan, a nice volka.? hahas, wanns to be drunk
now.!~ yeahhs, 9 june CLUBBIN'G. MOS.? hahas x))

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i'm sorry =/

hey ppl.!
sorry yeahhs, started working on last monday
at fisherman's village do din get a chance to post.
not bad.! the place & the ppl is friendly.
ahh yee my so called supervisor.? treat me
very good. LOLs.
dear, sorry for 15 may. is our one month yet
i cannot pei you. HAPPY ONE MONTH yarhhs.!
gtg. update asap.!~

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JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.!~

on tuesday, i went to look for VP, & dey concluded
that i have to stay in sch everyday till 5.3o pm. because
i din went sch on last thurday & friday.
i think dey are out of their minds.?

this prg is specially for my beloved MISS NG;
i'm sorry for myself for wadds i have did. i
dunchhs wanns things to turn out this way too.
sometimes, things just out of my control.
i'll use my action to show that i've learn my
lessons. =)) thk for pulling me up when i'm
at my weakest point.! really, i dunchhs wanns
things lidat too.. ..
o8/o5/o7

when did i.? ytd plan to have dinner wibbs you,
that why i went down. lana called me jio-ing
me for a drink, i din promise that i'll go. you
talked on the phone saying that you are meeting your
baobei. ok, since you are going out why can't
i.? yarhhs, i'm a GIRL; A VERY WILD & STUBBORN
GIRL.! so.? love me for who i'm.
i think is my problem, i dunchhs worth your love, care &
concern. i knew all along that you have a better choice.
SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.!~ presently, i need no ones.

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baby, i miss you.!~

sunday, FUCK DUP.! lols. my worst day.?
lost my phone.? nth to say.
DEPRESSION MOOD*
o6/o5/o7

saturday, still at lana's hse.. marcus left
his thing at lana's hse, came up to get it.
4 plus we order pasta mania delivery. total
is $14.8o. LOLS. ddens went home abt 6 plus.?
reached home at 7 plus. after wash up, went
taka to find dear dear. =)) SMART* weets.~ dear
dear wear semi-formal do handsome.!~ x))
we went to eat LJS dear dear favourite.!
ddens went teddy bez wibbs jiejie & her
bf. LOLs. no fun dders. =/ in dders end we
also end up at NEW AISA BAR. take lots
of pics. ddens drink quite alots.x)) went
MS find weijie. eat magggi mee. tom yam
fav some more. NICE* weijie sent me home
after that. *boom, already slp like pig.
NO DISTURB, THANK =))
o5/o5/o7

friday, i din turn up in sch again.! lols.
went to golden mile eat steamboat wibbs
jiejie & her bf. ddens went to geylang lor
14 buy cigs. wahhs,, jiejie buy 1o packets
sia. SMOKE SMOKE SMOKE.! lols.
ddens went back to goldens mile, actuaclly
wanns watch THE PASSION wubbs dear dear
dders but in dders end i jio lana watch. lols
haish, also can't go in.! am'i too young.?
went to NEW ASIA BAR instead. me & lana
wear until like going market dders clothes sia.
UGLY* lols. hahas x)) in dders end still make it.
ddens went to lana's hse drink. her mum very
siao lian sia.! hahas x)) i dance wibbs her.!
dear dear, i'm sorry for making you worry. =((
o4/o5/o7

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TAKE CARES.

CLUBBIN'G.?

OH SHIT.! i din turn up in sch today.!~ ytd too much
fun yeahhs. dear dear meet me go eat dinner dddens
wanns go cine take back his ic at k-pool dders. but..
ddens dear dear pei me go city hall cos i attending
my friend b'day. at NEW ASIA BAR.! drunk.!~
really drunk sia.!~ hahas x)) but reached home early
yarhhs. before 12.? think so..
aiya, dunchhs think so much lerhhs, enjoy life man.!~

happen on:- o3/o5/o7 (THUR)

weest~ MOS.? yeshh.! i've been thr once.! FUN YEAHS.
supposingly we are heading TEDDY BEZ but indian night
ddens MOMO but under renovation so end up at MOS.!
went thr wibbs my sisters & her bf. BELINDA, LANA &
MARCUS. :)) a wonderful night indeed.! jiejie very
zi lian ask we all go ladies take pics, but fun yeahhs.!

in that afternoon, dear dear fetch me from sch ddens we
go tamp eat pasta mania ddens we watch 'SPIDERMAN'.!
nice man.! i say peter parker my husband ddens he say
the who is his wife.! dots. we were so lame.! dear dear
promised me that we'll be watching spiderman again!~

happen on:- o2/o5/o7 (WED)

morning :) iLOVEhim __ *

baby, i'm sorry.!

today is PH. happy labour day.!
today went to find jiejie for lunch,, but horhhs..
she very kpkb,, cos the place she work fuck her up.?
hahas x)) today went to wait for dear dear fang
gong.. supposingly is 2.3opm jiu ok dders..
but dhat SEBAS put him areoplane.! haish,,
ddens dear dear can only go at 9.oopm lorhhs.
we go cine eat dinner + supper.?
after dhat he sent me home,, but on the journey..
we silent abt 5 to 1o mins.? cos i tell him i going
clubbin'g tml night at teddy bez.. he dunchhs like
it,, so i tell jiejie i dunchhs wanns go lerhhs,, in the end
she nearly fuck me up.? hahas x)) but after explainning
nicely to dear dear i can go lerhhs. he say OKOK.!
we going to watch spiderman 3 tml.! wahhs.~ EXCITED.
lols. aiyo,, today my eyes red red sia.! abit pain norhhs. =/
brought LIME & dey gave free gift,, so cork.! not nice dders.!
lols. sians,, feeling abit hungry.~ hope tml also eyes red red
ddens go see docter take thur dders MC ddens i dunchhs
need go sch. if not surely tired like fuck..

okok :)) stop here for the night.!
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HERE I GO.!~

hies every ones out thr.!~ MY FIRST POST YEAHs.!
my name is CHRISTINE CHAN ZI YING. b'day on
o9/o7/91. this yr lovely 16. hees x)) i stay ard east
side. my sch is damm far lorhhs, at sengkang area.
compassvale secondary (cvss).
my family menbers include my dad, my step-mom
& 2 younger sisters. presently i'm attached to THOMAS
LEE JUN TING. hahas, he is mine since 15 april 'o7.
briefly lidat norhhs. :)
BAOBEI, belindaJIE; shevon; lana & huiling.
just can't live w/o them.!

today i went to taka to have lunch with my bf & darling JIE JIE.
OMG.!~ dders ayam penyet's chillies is HOT till i wanns cry liaos.
but,, very nice yarhhs. jie jie today last day at taka lerhhs, keep
kpkb lorhhs. hahas x)) lidat also good, next time can go tamp find her.
just now go makan wibbs jiejie's bf, ddens eat till half way my aunt called
& kpkb wibbs me, as if i have own her a $1ooo. LOLs, i have to reach
home by 9.oo pm on sunday till my dad is back from china. IF NOT, I
WILL NOT GOING TO HAVE ANY ALLOWANCE FOR ONE WHOLE
WEEK. ~ irriatated.

ytd my ddear ddear brought me a Denni's watch, which i bio hen jiu lerhhs.
ai si ni lerhhs.!~ x)) also watched shooter at ms wibbs baocai korhh korhh
norhhs. WAHHS.!~ NICE MAN. i dunchhs mindd watchingg again if you
are willing to pay for me. HAHAS xp. ddens went meeting my best friend
kum chuen,, that kuku go in army ddens wait till now ddens meet me norhhs.
LOLs. ~boring.

stop here for the day lerhhs. TAKE CARES.
night. =)) iLOVEhim __ *